Monday, June 27, 2011

Alpacas and Emerson


I went for a bike ride yesterday to visit the local "erratic rock" (a boulder that was transported here thousands of years ago by glacial flows). Once I was there, I took out a pen and some Emerson and dug in. From up on the hill, I had great views of the surrounding vineyards, and in the distance I think I could see Mt. Hood. It was a lovely, peaceful afternoon.

I've only started reading Emerson's "Nature", but I already feel like we are kindred spirits. Emerson radically changed American intellectual and spiritual thought by positioning the natural world at the center as something holy. His outlook seems most closely aligned to modern-day Pagans, who can be found reveling in the changing seasons during the solstice, but also makes me think of the U.U. principle about the "interdependent web of life, of which we are a part".

Emerson also encourages us to be mindful and intentionally engaged with the world, which reminds me of one of my favorite writers, the buddhist monk Thich Nhat Hanh. But what I really love about Emerson is his uninhibited sense of joy.

He writes, "Crossing a bare common, in snow puddles, at twilight, under a clouded sky, without having in my thoughts any occurrence of special fortune, I have enjoyed a perfect exhilaration. I am glad to the brink of fear." These lines remind me of my friend Sarah Edwards, who I feel most closely embodies this sentiment.


On the way back home, I stumbled upon a virtual sea of alpacas! Pretty awesome. They were surprisingly interested in me, which I found bizzare, but also kind of sublime. Perhaps I've found my calling?


Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Go jump in a lake!

Today is Wednesday, so it's my day off, of course. Yesterday, I heard a couple of different cyclists talk about riding at a place called Hagg Lake. So, when I decided to go for a bike ride today I had to be Hagg Lake-bound!

The lake was about 25 miles from Mac, so I downed a bowl of granola and blueberries, hopped on my bike and hit the road. The countryside on the way to the lake was dotted with farms and a few small towns. After a couple of hours I arrived at the lake...

This is Hagg Lake. It is very nice and very hilly.

My new bike likes the lake

I took a break in one of the picnic areas. There were a couple of people fishing, but besides that it was very still and peaceful on the lakeside. I decided to cool off with a dip in the lake. Hagg Lake is cool because they permit swimming pretty much anywhere in the gigantic lake (10 miles around). I didn't have a swimsuit with me, but bike shorts are a good substitute.

Normally I would run into the water and dive in as fast as I can. It's just what I do. But today, I was really struck by the peace and calm of the lake. I walked out into the lake slowly and carefully and just stood there for a while waist-deep in the water. Listening to the wind and the birds and watching the ripples in the water was the best part of my day.










Sunday, June 19, 2011

10 years ago...

So, I was flipping through my address book this afternoon, and I came across this on the inside cover...

Needless to say, this is from a different time in my life. In the Spring of 2001 I was fifteen years old and a freshman in high school. I hung out with a "rough" group of proudly rebellious, delinquent, and really stupid teenagers (not stupid people, just a "phase" I like to think at least).

We enjoyed popular past times like smoking pot by the creek and hanging out at the elementary school and drinking Natural Ice until we got sick or got lucky. We pretty much always just got sick, which was probably for the best anyway...

My hormones were through the roof, and I really referred to women as "chicks". I really wanted to be cool, and I thought the way to do it was to be a tough guy and hook up with lots of "chicks".

Now it's ten years later, and my life is a little bit different. I just finished drinking a cup of tea and I'm listening to Joni Mitchell in my house in the Oregon countryside. I consider myself a feminist. My views on my own masculinity and my place in the world have changed so radically that it's hard to believe that I'm still in the same body. And yet, to deny or forget my fifteen year-old self would be dishonest. In many ways, those experiences still shape and influence who I am today. I've changed a lot, but I am still me. The ghosts of my past still linger inside me, and I don't think they're going anywhere anytime soon. Rather than deny my past, I think it's important to continue to be honest with myself about the work I still need to do. While I am much more respectful of women than I once was, I am not always cognizant of how my actions effect those I care about.

It's incredible to think how much has happened between 15 and 25. I'm really excited for all of the adventures, mistakes, lessons, love, and the rest of it that's coming in these next ten years. Life is a wonderful experiment, and I'm a mad scientist!

In reflecting upon life and time, I also have a newfound respect for my elders. It's hard to fathom how much life they have lived. So here's to learning and loving and continuing on the best we know how.


Saturday, June 18, 2011

New Things

This is my colleague Ben. Pink is his favorite color, and he wears a helmet because he is our captain of safety at Tommy's. Thanks for keeping us safe, Ben!

Tonight's Dinner:
Quinoa with local Asparagus and Fava Beans from the Farmer's Market. I washed it all down with a Portland Pale Ale. Looking forward to stinky pee tomorrow!

Tracey and I went hiking in the woods...

and also to the left coast!

This is my new bike. It's a Surly Long Haul Trucker. It's blue, and it's tricked out with the blue rims from my road bike (RIP Fred - I'm sorry I cracked your head tube, buddy) and blue racing tires. Your so jealous!

Also, I ran a 5k this morning. It was a fundraiser for Habitat for Humanity, which is all well and good, but that's not why I ran the race. The prize for the winner was a HELICOPTER RIDE!!!! Alas, I came in 2nd. Thus, no helicopter ride for this guy (not yet at least). I did however, make a new friend - the guy that beat me in the race. His name is Anthony. Good times.

Monday, June 6, 2011

State your mission

Hey Ya'll. Just got back from a great weekend of camping with Ms. Tracey Abner. Covered some of the same ground along the Willamette river that I biked on my x-country trip in '05. It was much easier to climb Santiam Pass (4,817ft) in a '91 Camry than it was on my touring bike. It was also less rewarding though, and the descent was not nearly as thrilling. So it goes.

We ran into a couple of x-country cyclists in Sisters, OR. There names are Josh and Teel, and it just so happens that they stopped at Tommy's bike shop last week. When they came by the shop I gave there bikes a little tune up and shared some words of wisdom from the road. Here's their website!

We stayed the weekend at camp Sherman along the Metolius River. The Metolius river is a natural spring that bubbles up from the beautiful green earth.



So, a few months ago Tracey and I decided to write personal mission statements. I wrote my first mission statement in high school as an assignment for health class (thanks Ms. Gai). I really loved the idea, so I decided to update mine.

Tracey and I each wrote a draft of our personal mission statements. We then shared them, gave feedback, and went back to the workshop. After some editing, we exchanged final drafts and tasked each other with making a beautiful presentation of our words. Here's a picture of me with my new mission statement (Thanks Tracey!).

And here's what it says:

To live simply - mend instead of replace, consume less, travel light
Enjoy the gifts that the present moment has to offer
Appreciate the importance of treating oneself with kindness - eat well, sleep well, and take your time
Revel often in the beauty and wonder of the natural world, of which you are a small part

Give the gift of presence by listening deeply and practicing empathy
Attend to and support my friends and family in living well and full
Embrace and participate in my community with my soul, my energy, my ideas and my critical mind, and my own two hands
Question social conventions and live life as just the wonderful experiment that it should be
Play like a child, laugh heartily, and remember that most times, it's not that deep

Remember taht all these things are interconnected

Read and revise this mission regularly


What's your mission?

Friday, June 3, 2011

Things I have learned so far during my short time as a bike mechanic:

While these lessons come from the bike shop, many can be applied to life in general...

Go slow
Remember what order things go in when you are taking them apart
Try simple solutions before more difficult ones
Size matters
Be careful
If it doesn't feel right, it probably isn't
If you spend more time diagnosing problems at the start, you'll spend less time re-doing things later
Have fun
Relax, it's not that deep
Strive for excellence
Ask for help when you need it